I currently have three autoimmune diseases and they are also invisible illnesses.
In 1994 when I was pregnant with my son I received my first autoimmune diagnosis for Hashimoto’s Thyroiditis. I saw an endocrinologist when I was pregnant and then he dismissed me after. I’ve only been under my family doctor’s care for most of the time.
Type 1.5 Diabetes or Latent Autoimmune Diabetes in Adults or LADA
In April of 2012, I received a diagnosis of Latent Autoimmune Diabetes in Adults or LADA as a short form. I was first diagnosed as a type 2 but when I saw my new endo I was then told I was a LADA or a type 1.5 or a progressing type one. I had never heard of it but it’s the adult version of diabetes it just takes everyone a different amount of time for the body to kill the pancreas. I am currently on three different pills to control diabetes and have been begging for insulin for about a year now.
In November of 2014, I was finally diagnosed with Lupus SLE. It had been three years of feeling like I have the flu. No one test or person is the same with Lupus and mine seems to not like my liver. I get only a faint butterfly rash on my face and it comes and goes. I’ve had times where I’ve slept for two days straight and taking a shower means I have to nap afterwards sometimes. I’ve been delayed being put on Plaquenil because of the liver issue that isn’t an issue.
This is my Rheumatologist’s catch-all for my other symptoms.
I have chronic pain in my whole body. I have it really bad in my joints from lupus and fibromyalgia. I’m currently undergoing some nerve therapy shots to my back, hips and SI joints.
My migraines have plagued me since I was in my early 20’s. I got my first one about a month after a bump to the back of my head. To this day my migraines still occur in that spot. I’ve written a blog about the story of my migraines. My current treatment is receiving Botox. You can view that here.
But I am sick, a diary of my invisible illnesses …
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Where Oh Where I Have I Been?
I haven’t written a proper blog since December. I can only think that I haven’t felt like writing because of my depression. I have always loved Christmas and the holiday season but since I’ve been battling with all these illnesses is the reason that I haven’t found my new normal. I’m trying to find the balance but I don’t feel like I’m there yet. Christmas was an amazing time with my family. We spent Christmas Eve at my mother-in-law’s and Christmas my mom, gram and mother-in-law came to our house. I spent the next few days recovering because I should have napped both days but I pushed my body too much.
I finally saw a neurologist just before Christmas. He spent almost an hour doing the check up and prescribed a medication that I had to try before my insurance would pay for the botox. The botox will be in three spots on my head. I’ve also been referred for two MRI’s of my head, back and hips. The hope is that they can do both of the MRI’s together so I don’t have to go into the machine twice. I am claustrophobic so two tests won’t be fun for me. March 6th will mark the first and hopefully my only MRI but I know I can handle two being mildly sedated for them at the very least.
I posted this on my New Year’s Post but I don’t make “resolutions” as I will always break them. I will list some things I’m going to work on doing better, (working on) though:
- budgeting – meal planning, cut back on spending (subscription boxes)
- blog on a sort of set schedule for me – sponsored blogs yeah they get done but personal ones go on the back burner
- walking and yoga – again it’s not something that I can schedule but I’d like to have someone walk with me with the pupalups and get to yoga once a week
- keep getting better rest and sleep – it has improved but the painsomnia can’t be helped
- not feel guilty for what I can’t do – that’s a hard one but working on it every day
- try to get my nails in order, take medications on time (more on that in a couple months)
- get to the dentist to get the work the work that needs to be done.
Today is Family Day in my province of Ontario, Canada. It’s a relatively new holiday created so there was a day off between Christmas and Easter. It’s February 20th and it’s already 48 degrees out. My dogs aren’t complaining about wanting back in after two seconds outside. We had record high temperatures on Saturday.
On Saturday, I finally received the call from the pain clinic. I have my two appointments. The first is approximately 1.5 hours with twelve pages of documents to fill out. The second appointment is about two hours. She asked if the dates would work and I said, no matter what I’d work it out because I’ve been waiting for these for almost a year.
I hope you’ll grab a cuppa tea and continue on this journey with me.
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Flare Day Kit or ER and Hospital Must Haves
When I found myself going to the ER more frequently I threw a few things into a bag so that I’d have a more comfortable wait. I can’t do anything about the horrible chairs that my ER’s have but I like being comfortable.
- Baggu bag because it’s canvass and can be washed when I go home. I always bring bottles of water and a bottle of ginger ale. I have even had a juice box at times. I know that if I have stomach problems that I can’t eat or drink but my caregiver can and the wait can be really long in my area. I always have my S’well 25 oz bottle because it’s large and keeps my water cold. Hydration is a problem for me because of constant nausea.
- Colouring book and pencils in a pouch. I find it relaxing
- Some hard candies because my mouth is dry and hospital air is brutal on dry mouth
- A light blanket (sometimes two)
- My Mophie Juice Pack – I keep it charged on my nightstand. It powers my iPad, my iPhone and both of my hubby’s too.
- A long cord for the iDevices and the wall plug for the iPad because the regular one only charges the phone and not the iPad.
- Book because I like reading real books and I usually have a couple on the go
- Earplugs – I get overwhelmed with sounds
- Chapstick – back to the dry mouth and hospitals are dry
- Moisturizer because you use so much hand sanitizer at the hospital
- Sunglasses on migraine visits but now I’d bring my Axon glasses because well they’re amazing.
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What is in my part of Chronic Illness Bloggers Holiday Giveaway – Prize Pack 8?
Everything here will keep you busy at the hospital (when you can) if you’re there for a few hours or a few days. Also good for a flare day or days because we chronic illness people have days when getting out of bed is very difficult. So here is what’s in the portion of Prize Pack 8…
- Tote bag – it’s washable!
- Light blue plaid scarf that can be used as a light blanket by American Colors
- Colouring book with Staedleter coloured pencils, Staedleter markers and pouch to put them in.
- Power bank for a cell phone
- Lavender hand cream
- Fuzzy reading socks
- Plastic Tumbler with a straw
- Lemon Face mask
- Green Tea and Tea (or any beverage) cup
- Ice Pops mold maker and the recipe for nausea pops
- Some candies
- I could add extras before it gets mailed out!
I’ve had fun getting the goodies for this gift pack and there is well over $150 in products for the lucky recipient of Prize Pack 8.
Flare Day – Hospital Must Haves
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Invisible illness sucks but having friends along the journey makes it more tolerable. mini2z
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