— 《 Sabjan 》 (@sabjanseo) September 11, 2015
I chose a different quote from twitter because none of the five spoke to me like this one does. Â If I’m going to continue to be true to me I will find a way to write from my heart.
Everyday is another fight to continue the fight of what my body is throwing at me. Â All of my autoimmune diseases are attacking a part of my body. Â My body thinks my thyroid is an invader so it’s killing it, my body thinks my pancreas is another invader so it is being attacked and lupus and fibromyalgia just attack whatever the hell theyÂ want. Â Lupus is the one disease that affects every single person differently and for me it’s my joints, my skin and my liver. The depression that I’ve felt is a complication of all of the illnesses and I fight that demon everyday. Â I wish there was something I could do to make my pain, the fatigue, the sadness and everything in between go away but I can’t. Â I take my medications in hopes that the current combination will work and allow me to be me again.Â I battle my body and keep going and hope that I have enough courage to get an upper hand in this fight. Â I buy myself flowers, I love my family and the pupalups and I fight even though I’m just so tired of the fight and sleep when I’m out of spoons. Â
The quote is actually from Mr. Theodore Roosevelt.
â€œCourage is not having the strength to go on; it is going on when you don’t have the strength.â€â€• Theodore Roosevelt
Journey with me … mini2z