It’s been a pretty crappy two weeks. Â I think that’s about the last time I wrote something original here. Â My nausea and pain are just horrible and I’m finding the slightest spice upsets my stomach and esophagus brutally even wine….
Anyone with Lupus ever use a “SAD light” for therapy?
Yesterday was the Bell Let’s Talk day and I opened up my Twitter account for Â the day. Â My twitter is the only social media that I keep to me with only close friends and family following and I follow my news on that. Â But I stood up for Lets Talk and I’m not ashamed of my depression and the journey I’ve been on. Â It’s not defining me anymore, it’s a symptom and I know that it’s going to get better. Â My kidlets made me so proud with their tweets and re-tweets that I actually had some tears of momma joy.
I had a doctor’s appointment and went to the drug store after. Â I had one of those moments where I remembered something we needed that wasn’t on the list and instantly it was gone. Â I actually started to cry right there in the store. Â My mom was with me and got me to calm down but when my brain can’t remember simple things it scares the crap out of me.
Today a package arrived and I had no idea what it was because I wasn’t expecting anything. Â Well it was my Guided Map that I bought for my Gallery Wall. Â I have a general idea what I want and getting my husband to put holes into the plaster will take a lot of convincing. Â Here is the photo on Instagram.
Monday I have blood tests, x-rays on my hips and then a doctor’s appointment. Â I’m just resting as my body tells me to, sleeping a lot and anxiety due to the brain not remembering stuff. Â I can say, I have three shelves of the pantry organized, the spices have been moved and my family asks me where stuff is because I keep moving things.
So how have you been? Â Did you participate in the Bell Let’s Talk?
Journey with me … mini2z