Today is one of those days that I’m waving the white flag and saying, “I give” please dear body stop messing with me. Â After spending last weekend in the hospital for what we can figure was a really bad lupus flare, this weekend brings me high blood sugars that don’t want to go down. Â Seriously, I’m so frustrated with my body and it’s rebellion against me. Â Have an autoimmune disease sucks but to have three that are wreaking havoc and attacking my body is just way too much.
I feel like all I do is go from doctor to doctor to doctor. Â When I have a day with no appointments it’s nice because I don’t have to leave the house. Â It is seriously so exhausting to get dressed, go and sit and wait and then go to another appointment and back home. Â I know I’ve said it before but some days just taking a shower requires me to rest for an hour or two now. Â Water actually hurts my body with that wonderful pain of stabbing from the water.
Still no answers as to why I had a fever for a week. Â The only thing is they found yet one more thing wrong with me and the sludge in my gallbladder. Â I have another test October 8th for that to see what’s going on. Â
To top everything off Ranger has been throwing up. Â Made him the chicken and rice and he’s still throwing that up. Â So he will have rice with pumpkin and beef broth for dinner. Â The vet is getting called in the morning because it’s not like him to have several bouts of vomiting.Â
I think I need to go colour and zone out for a while or nap, yes nap sounds good.
Journey with me … mini2z